It’s my life

*EDITED*

What’s done, it’s done…

What’s said, it’s said…

What’s blogged out, it’s blogged out…

Nothing can be withdraw back…

Everything’s clear now…

I actually feel glad…

That you voiced out your opinion…

So that I can improve myself…

Thank you…

I know I did many things that hurt you all…

No matter how many times I apologize,

There will still be a scar there…

I’ve been trying to change my attitude…

Just give me some time ok?

I’ve started to scold people less this year…

I’m trying to control my temper…

And I try not to ke poh so much in whatever that’s happening this year…

What’s over, it’s over ok?

Try not to bangkitkan last time issues and argue over it…

I know I did many wrong in the past…

As I said thousands and thousands time before,

I’m not perfect…

I’m just a normal human being…

With temper and etc…

It’s your blog and it’s up to you what you like to blog about…

But one thing I must remind you too…

Try not to involve third party who’s innocent ok?

Like somebody’s boyfriend or parents…

And about people’s appearance…

They can’t do anything about it…

They are born with it…

So bear with their look as long as they live…

Or unless they do facial surgery…Ha ha…

So don’t comment on other people’s looks…

It’s kurniaan Tuhan…Everybody got their own unique look…

Anyway, next time got anything just tell me straight to my face ba…

No need to involve third party that doesn’t have any connection with me…

Kesian that fella become your messenger…Have to be the bad guy…

Sometimes we have to accept the hard, cold truth although it’s hurting…

So don’t hesitate to tegur me…I live to learn and learn to live…

PS : I hope this post don’t cause anymore hard feel between us…And once again, I apologize…I will not use this blog anymore in order to avoid conflicts…

PSS : Now only I realise that so many people read my blog anonymously…Delete my link if you hate my blog, I did not force you to read my blog…Thank you…

It’s a exhausting and tiring day…

Suddenly there is a mountain of homeworks waiting for us… (@_@)

Stupid la…What are holidays for if it’s full of homework?

Teachers are so torturing (to be precise, it’s the principal) (=,=)

She did some kind of planning and teachers are entitle to follow it…

This makes the teachers to rush the syllabus and all works have to be done and pass up after CNY…

Looks like our CNY is full of homeworks instead of relaxing holidays…Zzz…

And we got our new timetable…It will start after CNY too…

WTH…Always change timetable…Don’t know for what stupid purpose…

6.30am ~ Wake up as usual

7.15am ~ School

2.30pm ~ Tuition

6.00pm ~ Dinner

8.00pm ~ Online

Holy shit!!! I have dark circle under my eyes!!! Argh!!! Crap!!!

Everybody was in sleepy mood during school today…

Chinese New Year holiday is just around the corner…

I seriously need to grab this opportunity to sleep KAO KAO…

By the way, we had a mission from Miss Sim today…

And the title of the presentation sounds fun!

I’ve already got some great ideas…Can’t wait to do it! XD

Do you realise my blog is getting shorter and shorter?

6.30am ~ Wake up

7.15am ~ School start

1.05pm ~ School end

2.30pm ~ Tuition start

5.00pm ~ Tuition end

6.00pm ~ Dinner

7.00pm ~ Night market

8.00pm ~ Bath

9.00pm ~ Online

Pretty dull huh my day? As usual, one word —> UNEVENTFUL

I’m exhausted…Dozed off during last class of tuition (3.50pm till 5.00pm)

And it’s the FIRST unhappy day in 2009…Let’s not talk about it…

And unluckily, I’m 3/4 soaked with rain water while gai-gai at pasar malam…

Romantic huh bath under the rain? I’m wearing my librarian uniform at that time… (=,=)

6.30am ~ Wake up

7.15am ~ Assembly (Majlis Pelancaran Visi dan Misi Sekolah and it’s damn boring)

9.00am ~ Start lessons

1.05pm ~ Lessons end and lunch break

1.35pm ~ Duty in library

4.00pm ~ House practice start (I manage to avoid high jump and lontar peluru)

5.20pm ~ House practice end and bath

6.00pm ~ Dinner

7.30pm ~ Nap

8.30pm ~ Online

My dull and tiring day ends here…Bye…

I slept so soundly yesterday at 11pm…Early huh for a night-person like me…LoL…

This morning I don’t feel like going to tuition although I had 8 hours 30 minutes of sleep… XD

My leg muscles are cramp and got bruises…My hands are sore too… (Akibat played too much…Ke ke…)

Play time is over…Now have to get serious once again…

After 2 days of carefree life, it’s time to get back to homeworks…Haiz… (=,=)

Good time never last long… (T_T)

I’m lazy to mention about today’s tuition…

Tomorrow I will start my house practice…Ughh…Hate it…

I wonder how am I gonna run with my cramping legs…

Suddenly all the happiness are taken away from me…I’m once again the ordinary  school girl…

Genting Trip Day 1 (Fri, 16/1)

Gathered at school at 7.30am…

Journey started at 7.45am with 3 buses carrying 125 people…

Teacher in charge of my bus is Puan Koh,

And our tour leader is Mr. Jason, ex-SMKBBSPian, aged 20 now… XD

Halfway during the journey, we were allowed to change into our house clothes (no more school T-shirt…Yay…)

We took cable car to the peak of Genting…It was quite scary as we sat facing backward…

Then, we were free to play anything at both outdoor and indoor theme parks… =D

Happily, I announce that I played almost all the rides at the theme parks…

(Space Shot, Cyclone, Pirate Ship, Rolling Thunder Mine Train, Flying Dragon, Grand Prix Fun Kart, Bumper Boat, Super Toboggan,Euro Express, Bumper Car, Venice Gondola, Ferris Wheel and Rio Float)

Except children rides, rides that are under maintainance (Spinner and Sungai Rejang Flume Ride), those upside down rides (Corkscrew)and those need to pay extra one (Flying Coaster)

Whee, I’m so happy to play those rides that  I daren’t play last time…

We played from 10am something until 11pm…Ke ke…

Back into First World Hotel…Bathed…Then we had “party” at our room…

So happy that me and my dear’s room is connected to Szu Wah’s room…

But it’s abit “suey” because of the facility and feng shui…LoL…

There weren’t any toothbrush, toothpaste, soap, slipper and a proper cupboard…

Besides, both the mirror and television (reflective items) were facing the bed… (=,=)

While partying, we suddenly lost Fui Nyuk…OMG!!!

We terpaksa kelam-kabut went to find her…ALL of us were NOT wearing shoes, in PAJAMAS, and I DID NOT comb my hair (because just finish bathing)

Geez, all of us look like siao lang nia…Run here and there…And in serba kekurangan… XD

We membesarkan masalah kecil until the whole school came out and asked us what happened…

We finally found Fui Nyuk in someone’s room…Phew…Although it’s crazy, but it’s a fun experience too…Wa ka ka…

Around 1am, we went into our respective rooms to sleep…

I couldn’t sleep well because of someone snoring…LoLoL… XD

Genting Trip Day 2 (17/1)

Woke up at 6.45am…Prepared for breakfast…

Went back to hotel room to nap awhile until 10am (check out time

While sleeping, some of my gang members prank called me, my dear and Szu Wah…

Geramnye…Dah la tak cukup tido, kena diganggu lagi…Zzz…

Then proceed to Snow World…After that jalan-jalan…

Lunch at 12.30pm…I love the food and I ate a lot…

The dessert look so nice and appetizing,

The food is authentic such as seafood burito, chepes, etc…

Thumbs up for the food…Delicious!

Because we jalan-ed too much the day before, we end up napping at the hotel lobby while waiting for departure at 3pm…

Took cable car down…Next, we went to Amazing Ten Animal Kingdom…

5pm, journey back to SMKBBSP…I slept during the whole journey…

XXX

I spent RM10 for trying my luck at funfair games (I wanna bring home a teddy and I got nothing…Kinda regret now…Haiz…)

Spent RM21.60 on food and RM16 for Snow World’s picture…

Total money spent = RM47.60

*I will post all the pictures in my friendster album…Maybe facebook too… =)

Today we got the Annual General Meeting for sport houses (rumah sukan)

So the captain of Syahbandar (red) is Kar Sin and vice is Pei Ling… (^_^)

I didn’t get any post although Iza and Magline they all wanted to vote me as vice captain…Thank God…

I sucks at sport and I don’t have time for house practices…

So, I don’t wanna hold a post but am being irresponsible… =)

Many of my friends got a post for their own houses…

Szu Wah, SEXYtary for Laksamana (blue)

Chee Kuan, vice captain for Laksamana…

Sanjivan, captain for Laksamana!!!

Fui Jinn, treasurer for Panglima (purple)

Chin Thong, captain for Panglima!!!

Satia, vice captain for Bendahara (yellow)

Spellman, captain for Bendahara!!!

Sorry, I don’t know anything about Temenggung (green) =X

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Anyway, tomorrow we will gonna have registeration for uniform units, clubs and societies…

Too bad, I’m going to Genting…So I’m unable to register…

Whatever la…As if I’m gonna change my club and society…Duh… (=,=)

I’ve already got a post for them so no need to register again gua? Old member leh…

I will still be in Girls’ Brigade (maybe remain as treasurer)

Interact Club (as secretary)

MAYBE Science and Maths but still not sure about it… =/

I don’t have games…Ke ke…

This year I’m compulsory to join the Kelab Pusat Sumber…Don’t know si mi lai de… =X

Others include Editorial Board (reporter) and Librarian Board (treasurer)

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We got Bio today and Puan Siti Zakiah is back…

I don’t know how “good” is her but so far so good lo…

She said we will have many experiments this year…Whee… =D

I love experiment, at least better than last year (only 2 experiments per year?)

Today we did the potato experiment…LoL…

As we have to wait for one hour before we can get the result, we enter BM class first…

After one hour, we excitedly went down to Bio lab to see our potato result…

Unluckily, we met the headmistress on the way…

“Mana kamu semua nak pergi sekarang?”

“Sekarang masa subjek apa?”

“Mana cikgu?”

“Kenapa tak pakai pass? Semua naik kelas sekarang! “

Yeah, she is known for her habit to round the school…

Many people including teachers dislike her new system and rules…

We are not allowed to go out of the class without pass or during certain hour…

No more photostated notes and exercises…And many more…

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I can’t wait to have my copy of school magazine 2008 ler…

I love the cover very much…It’s much better than previous year (2007)

The books I treasure the most is not my revision books or story books…

It’s my annual school magazine…

It brings me fond memory of the school and what happened the whole entire year…

Besides, the pictures inside crave smiles on my face!

I asked Yee Wen (2009 editor) to put more Form 5 pictures in the magazine this year… XD

Last year mah…Of course need to embed more memories la…Wa ka ka…

XXX

Will be going to Genting tomorrow…

Hope I have a nice and wonderful time there…

And I wish I can play all the things that I never dare to try…Ke ke…

According to the old itinerary (Nov), I found out we got quite many free and easy time…

I’m starting to wonder how should I spent my time leh?

Suddenly feel too free pulak…LoL…

Yer, Miss Sim said she will finish Form 4 Chemistry Chapter 9 on Saturday…

Too bad, I’m gonna miss her class…How sad and how cruel she is! XD

It’s the fifth day (starting from Sunday) of the second week…

School as usual…

We’ve got a new classmate again…She’s Alice…From, err, Selangor?

Hope to know her better…She’s quite shy…And I think she’s a smartie too?

Because she got to enter 5 Science 2, so this girl must be “bu jian dan” oh…Ke ke… XD

Anyway, I’m glad that Amir is having fun in our class and start to love our class… (^_^)

He’s not shy anymore…So outgoing…I can see smiles pouring out from his face… =D

Maklumlah class kita ni sot sot punya…Manyak benda yang kelakar…Wa ka ka…

I guess we’re the ONLY class in whole form 5 that like to CLAP alot…With or without reason… XD

Our class is so warm and welcoming…We will just clap and cheer to ANYONE!!! Ha ha…

Btw, GOOD NEWS!!! THE SCHOOL MAGAZINE 2008 HAS FINALLY ARRIVED!!!

The cover is beautiful…And the content too…Great job to our 2008 editors! =)

I can’t wait to have my copy…And hope this year production will be better…

So…After school, I went home to have my lunch and take my bath…

Then I went tuition…Waited for the bus for almost 30 minutes…

Today’s EA class got almost 30 people…And I love Mahani…LoL…She’s really cute and funny…

One thing good being “old student” is seldom kena asked questions…

But too bad, I kena asked by her today…Although I’m “new”…

Luckily I can answer all her questions…Ha ha…Should be able geh, cause I’m “old student” (Form 5)

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Whee, I’m getting more and more excited about the Genting trip…

And thanks to Kei Yan, I think I should take the precautions mentioned (10 Ways To Avoid Ghost In Hotel)

Better be safe than sorry… =P

Nothing extraordinary today…

School from 7.15am till 1.05pm…

Tuition from 2.30pm till 5.00pm…

Now no more Moonlight Resonance for me to watch…

So I shall be sleeping early (or doing homework/revision)

I seriously need to sleep more in order to prevent “cute” panda + goldfish eyes… XD

Can’t wait for Genting…Whee…